Wow

i tried something relatively new just now. i said what i wanted to say. i hesitated but did it anyway. usually i just leave it be or type it out than chicken oout and press backspace until is is gone and then leave it alone.

i wonder what the conseuences will be?

I wonder what will happen?

maybe i'm just blowing this out of preportion or maybe i just made a big mistake.
who knows, only time will tell but for now i feel a little good about myself.

I feel as though some of this post rhymes.
Maybe thats a good sign.

Good night to you and many blessings.

My Mind is a Prison

Sometimes your mind can be a prison. sometimes your head can feel as if it is some wicked puppet master, manipulating your thoughts like cheap puppets. you feel as if there is no escape from your own thoughts. You don't want to think that way anymore, you don't want to go down that road any more. but sometimes it feels like someone is pushing you. you have no choice. You see the road that leads to where you do not want to go and yet without any aid your mind goes there, not of your own accord but seemingly by itself.

Sorry i'm a downer so much lately.

Help Needed

Random: Its funny sometimes where advice comes from.

Anyway, life is pretty busy right now but i have been asked by a friend to write a script. i think i have a good idea going and i really want to finish this one. As you guys probably know that i am not the best when it comes to sticking with stuff. So i am gonna need you guys to help me out. Ask me how it is going and what progress i've made. Ask to see what i have so far and offer your input. Your advice and criticism will be appreciated, if not in the moment, later on down the road.

so help me help myself please.