The Truth is Not That Simple

Have you ever written something down just to get it out of your system? Have you ever finished and thought maybe you should show someone? I have. Have you ever written something that you never really intended to show anyone but you wish they would find out anyway? I have. The truth is a tricky thing sometimes. Honesty is not always that simple. Or maybe it is. Transparency terrifies me. To leave yourself exposed. To face the truth in all its piercing details and have no chance of escape but must face whatever repercussions occur.
Its odd sometimes how much the truth scares people. Scares them enough to steal, cheat, embezzle, lie, mug, murder. The truth has power and that power scares people.
But for something as non-life threatening as this, you would think the truth would be easy. But it isn't. I don't know what i am going to do.

I've heard someone say it is never bad to tell someone how you feel, but i don't know if i agree with him.

Am i crazy? Yes. No.

I spend so much time talking to myself. Not just talking but arguing. I always seem to be figuring something out in my head like one of those crime shows but i often can't find who done it. I'm always solving some mystery or another. And half of me reaches a different conclusion then the other half and then the two halves commence to argue about who is right. If my head were to be filmed it would be one of those sitcoms where the characters always get in heated arguments before brawling which is funny until you realize tis kinda sad. My mind is rarely at peace with itself but somehow we get along. Why am i bringing this up? I don't know. Yes i do. Well i may. I know exactly why? Well even if i did i'm not telling anyone. But i should. No, that would be stupid since there is nothing to tell. Yes there is, don't lie. I'm not lying! Whatever.

See what i mean. Well i guess it doesn't matter since you probably won't see this for a while since i don't post very often. Oh well. Not oh well, tell someone! I'll let them find it. Your just gonna sit back and...

Huh?

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I have such a weak will.